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Saturday, December 31, 2011
2012

2011 is finally over! 2012 is here now! A new chapter is gonna begin. My new chapter will be in the UK! I hope this year is way way better then last year. Can i have more of Jay please! hehehe Have a wonderful year guys!


Thursday, December 22, 2011
Dream~
So last night,I did a sketch of my favourite singer, JayMcGuiness from The Wanted. It actually turned out really good. So I decided to twitpic it to him and ask for his follow again. Remember the last time I blocked him and I lost his follow,yea I can never forget that stupid mistake of mine. So yea,here is the sketch..


So while I was tweeting him,I got alot of mentions from other people about my drawing. We spoke about Jay alot. I told them about the 1st kiss incident and stuff. And I got tired and went to bed. It all begin then....excuse my dream if it is too extravagant. It's a dream,what do u expect.....


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I was around 25 years old here,


I woke up one morning to find The Wanted in my house for breakfast. I asked them how come they chose my house and chose to stay here for 4 days. Then they told me that Jay said this was the right spot and that they were here for a concert. I was really happy but I kept it between myself. I did not show it to them.


Me,my elder sister and Jay were sitting on a sofa. I got up to tell them I was gonna take my shower. I was holding a handfan,I took it and gave Jay 3 light slaps with it. "That was for not telling me anything.That was for coming to Malaysia,That was for what you did the last time you came". Then he said, "Yea I know I stole your first kiss". Me and my sister got a shock,How the HELL did he still remember? I asked. He said "Dont think I never reply your tweets,I never fail to read them" . I didnt move a second. Then he pushed me into the toilet and asked me to bath.


Me,my younger sister and Jay were sitting on the sofa again. This time I wanted to showoff to my Twitter friends that Jay was somewhr beside me. So I told my younger sister to take picts while I was snogging him. We took many kinds of picture and I was twitpic-ing on Twitter.  Alot of people asked me how I got to meet Jay and stuff. I didnt tell them. Even my friends Britney and Siti asked me,But I didnt say anything coz Jay told me if I told them,The Wanted cant be staying here anymore because of the Paparazzi.


That night,while I was sleeping,Jay cam knocking on my balcony door. I let him in and he kind off like proposed to me. "I know you have always wanted to ask me why I chose to kiss you among the rest in the crowd,it was because I know that You were the one. I saw something special in you,please accept this request. Be my soulmate?" . I started crying. YES that was the answer I have been waiting for. So we hugged emotionally.


The next day when I came down for breakfast,My mum told me that it was my engagement. Like WTF! That was fast,Jay just asked mt few hours ago. For some reason we were at this park,and Jay was wearing a black tux while I was wearing some crap. My mum then brought this plastic bag and started unwrapping it. It was this beauuutiful dark blue dress. Jay got it for me all the way from the UK. I wore it and it fitted me perfectly (Maybe because I was thin). Then while we were walking around the park,we exchanged  ring. Everyone started cheering (weird).


At night, I asked Jay to come sleep with me,he said he was gonna go out with my bro and that he will be back in a while. So I let him go and went to bed. While I was deep asleep I dream....


*Someone opening the door,and removing my comforter slowly. I could feel it,I moved and started screaming "EH EH EH" and then I woke up from...*


From BOTH the dreams having to find my comforter was on the floor. 


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It is very weird that I was dreaming in my dream and that my second dream was much more affective than the first one. When I woke up I thought,maybe it was Jay who came in my room but why did it have to end? How I wish I could tell Jay my second dream. It all ended just like that.


Saturday, December 17, 2011
lost
Now that SPM is over,I dont know what to do. My sister is married,My two elder siblings are working,My younger sister is so busy with her school stuffs. Im all alone. I have nobody to talk to. I rarely even talk to my parents now. I feel like im in prison,my parents dont bring me out neither do they let me go out with my friends. I dont know what to say. 


My mum promised me that Im allowed to chill out with my friends after SPM,but  it just doesnt seem so. She is soooo OVER PROTECTIVE! Im 17 mum,dont you understand. Im ready to start my college life. And then my dad? he doesnt seem to be intrested when ever I talk to him about my future plans,like Driving,College,Gym and Dancing.. I dont know why.. What is this all about? they even forgot My LAPTOP :( thats even worst..


Talking about my friends,Im gonna lose one special person on the 4th of January.. I dont know how am I gonna adapt to this but its like The world is coming to an end. She is pretty busy these days packing her stuffs,I havent got any time to chitchat with her or even hang out (coz of my parents). Its pretty sad.. I dont know,something is happening..


Im feeling rather distant from everyone.. Its very freaky. Im afraid,I'll change. Im afraid I'll be the one antisocial and all nerdy. I dont wanna be like that. Still thinking how am I gonna manage to convince my parents about the outing..Lets just hope everything will be fine in these few days. \


Dont you just feel pity for me.. lol


Prom 2011
14th December,Wednesday at KL Hilton


Say hello to my prom dress :)


Yes I was all excited for prom. Thanks to Mum and Dad for getting me this gorgeous dress. Left early in the morning to meet up with the girls Putri and Sarah. Did our hair together! It was beautiful and worth it. We looked like princesses.






pretty init? hahaha We had to be extra careful so that it didnt get ruined! So yeah also a big thanks to Putri's Mum who helped  us in our makeup! We turned out to be hotties for a night. I was obviously glad to meet the rest of my friends in the ballroom. A reunion it was.. The best food was served and all of us ate like Pigs! haha Even when I was having fun,I still had this little sadness in my heart. I met the person whom I really didnt want to meet. Tho I wish everything was okay,it wasnt the right time and the right place for me to apologise.. So I gave up and started dancing like a crazy bitch.




Dont we all look pretty! So yeah prom just ended that way. Nothing special. No prince holding my heels. More pictures will be uploaded soon. xx


Active again..
Finally SPM is over. Holidays have started but it just doesnt seem the same. For some reason I miss school terribly.
On the 10th of December,my sister had her dream come true. She got married to the man she loved. Its not the kind of wedding where the guy proposes and stuff. This was love+arrange marriage. Pretty confusing. But anyways I had a good time. It was the first wedding in my family and for the rest of my cousins. I had almost 11 days of fun with my beloved cousins. Its a little different for me,coz I get to see the ones who are same aged as me. We are like a whole big group of crazy friends.


I completely forgot about school,my friends and alot of other stuffs. Which is a good thing. So yeah,im really happy for my elder sister. Hope she is living the time of her life. and Now since,I've got a new brother in law,I've got new cousins too. Believe it or not,the teenage gang has expanded. And having being responsible for alot of stuffs makes me feel older. I was incharge in alot of things for my sister's wedding. I guess thats normal for most of the siblings. Looks like I'll havta do that thrice.


Having  my siblings married gets me a little sad. Because to tell you the truth,im alot lonelier now.. I dont know what to do exactly.. I dont to anyone at home.. Im just lonely..


Saturday, November 5, 2011
Ok so,thats it for now. Next post will be after my SPM which will be probably in December. argh,How I miss blogging. Farewell.


holidays..
I had holidays recently and I decided to watch Korean Dramas. And Yes! I got addicted to one. I watched the whole 25 episodes in one day. Yes I didnt sleep. It was such a lovely story. The title of the Drama was "Boys Over Flowers"... and I also fell in love with this Korean Actor. His name is "Lee Min Ho".. Ever heard of him? Yes he reminds me of someone.. Let me show u some of the pictures..



does he does he remind u of anyone?! yes yes.hehehe In love with this Korean!


About Me
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The names Dev
Turning 17 on the 5th of June
Born in UK,living in Malaysia
Love boys doh :)
Is kind of boyish,
and is proud of it
Feel free to ring me.
017-123 Go fuck yourself. hee~



Random Craps
*im the blackest!
*super clumsy
*Im a nigga!
*hip-hop is my life
*I have superpowers. shhh!
*Also known as SuperDee
*I love Avatar
*I can't keep my mouth SHUT
*I think im rihanna.LOL!
*I'm obsessed with
JayMcGuiness!!
*I my frenz

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